Well. Talk about stress. In the last four days, I've taken writing test for a promotion (my chances are slim, but I've got to try!), another writing test for a freelancer contract (much-needed extra money!), went to a party with my ex (it went fine, no awkwardness) and SAW MY FATHER.
It went... okay. Every month I go out to see my grandma in the nursing home with my mom, who goes every day. I had a feeling my dad was going to make an appearance. When i saw I felt... strange. Like, this is the person who's been a source of so much anguish and torment. And I'm sort of happy to see him. I think.
Anyway, the kicker is, I think the fact that I'm 13lbs thinner made him happier to see me. Some things never change. Ugh. My mom and I had a nice time though. We had lunch and a really nice talk. Baby steps.
Actually, 13.5 lbs. Down to 179.5 this week. I haven't been going to yoga these last two weeks and it really shows up on the scale. Still losing, but a lot slower. I need to get paid SOON!
Anyhoo...
FK
It went... okay. Every month I go out to see my grandma in the nursing home with my mom, who goes every day. I had a feeling my dad was going to make an appearance. When i saw I felt... strange. Like, this is the person who's been a source of so much anguish and torment. And I'm sort of happy to see him. I think.
Anyway, the kicker is, I think the fact that I'm 13lbs thinner made him happier to see me. Some things never change. Ugh. My mom and I had a nice time though. We had lunch and a really nice talk. Baby steps.
Actually, 13.5 lbs. Down to 179.5 this week. I haven't been going to yoga these last two weeks and it really shows up on the scale. Still losing, but a lot slower. I need to get paid SOON!
Anyhoo...
FK
posted by Fiona Kator @ 9:32 AM
1 Comments:
At 12:00 PM,
jeannie* said…
Glad you made it through all of those stressful events! Good luck with the possible promotion and freelance work :) And even if it doesnt happen, at least you know you tried :)
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